I woke up early this morning.
I first thought “great! Extra time to write something down….” Hopefully something interesting, something funny, or thought provoking.
Instead, I sat, sipping on my morning glass of milk. I scrolled through my Reader, catching up with some of you, fellow bloggers.
It is such a complicated place, this Bloggosphere of ours, isn’t it? Such a vast playing field filled with totally different people. Some of you are authentic, and talking openly about your lives… Some of you are hiding behind a character you created. Some of you pretend to reveal the real you, but I get a strong feeling you are bending the truth more than a little. And some of you say all you post is made up, but I really think I peeked behind your mask once or twice…
It is confusing, to say the least, when I stop and think about it.
I don’t care about the mind game. It is part of the fun of blogging. I don’t really try to sort out who’s doing what, as long as I have fun. I play along, even if it means sometimes looking naive. But every now and then, I wonder for a moment. I go through your posts, and wonder what you are really like.
And I wonder if anyone wonders that about me. Probably not. I am just a bunch of stories, ramblings and dreams wrapped in a digital island in the middle of this ocean of blogs.
Yeah, don’t mind this… Sometimes I just get lost in my head and think too much.