No, not that way! I am not depressed or having dark thoughts… But the recent death of Chester Bennington, singer of the music band Linkin Park has provoked a tsunami of grieving among fans… I wasn’t aware I had so many of them in my surroundings, and I was surprised to see how much…… Continue reading I’ve been thinking a lot about suicide lately…
And at times, the numbness just wrapped itself around her. She stopped feeling altogether, and just sat by the side of the pond of her being, watching herself, lying under the mirror-like surface. She wondered if she was looking at the reflection of her breathing self, or watching the drowned side of her soul…… Continue reading Numb…
A beautiful April day. You know, one of those first days, when you can open the windows at last, letting fresh air in without freezing or making your electricity bill go through the roof? A true early Spring day, all sunny and bright. Birds chirping joyous bird songs about the warm days to come…… Continue reading Bad days…
via Daily Prompt: Avid I’ve been numb for so long… Please don’t blame me for craving, being hungry for everyday’s simple pleasures. And don’t frown… Don’t judge me for loving you so intensely… I just can’t help it, now that my heart feels again. I am avid for life… And I won’t…… Continue reading Avid…
I admit to being biased at times… I can’t help it, knowing Notthedane56 the way I do. But this has nothing to do with it. People who have suffered from depression know it is extremely rare to come across people who haven’t and still can put it into words like this… I just couldn’t not…… Continue reading The Injustice of Depression
Usually, I don’t have any trouble talking. In fact, I can be a real chatterbox. The life of the party. The girl you wanna hang out with it. The wife, I’m sure, my husband wishes would. just. stop. talking. The mother who, well, you know, talks a lot, just ask my boys. All that changes…… Continue reading Let’s talk… From Linda, The Cabbage Master!
Today was not a good day. It happens. It is just life… We all have bad days, right? Right. Only, depression leftovers make my bad days B.A.D. It often doesn’t really show. I just won’t think about eating, and spend all day concentrating on not letting show what goes on in my brain. Doesn’t sound…… Continue reading Kneeling down…
Hollow, just not empty. She was broken. She had been for so long… She had no one to blame but herself, no sad story of a damaged childhood, no over dramatic twist along her path. Nothing to point her finger at, that people would feel sorry about. She had no visible scar, no open…… Continue reading Hollow…
I had spent most of the night watching you sleep, when the first rays of the early sunrise came through the bedroom’s window. It seemed the sun wanted to wish you good morning by licking your cheek and running through your light hair. I couldn’t blame it. I realized how incredibly lucky I was…… Continue reading One special day…
Tonight I was going through a collection of quotes that inspire me, but haven’t found their place in the Cove yet when I came upon the following… It made me think about a fellow blogger I had a heartfelt interaction not long ago… (I hope you will read this and recognize yourself) Some…… Continue reading Do you feel blue?
Cyranny's Cove 