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Russian roulette… (Late August 13th FFF)

I was invited (well, not personally, but still…) to join the Fandango’s Friday Flashback! Fandango scrolls back, every Friday, and gives a second chance to a post he had published on the same date, years before. I thought it was a great way to remember some of the stuff I did a while back, and I…… Continue reading Russian roulette… (Late August 13th FFF)

Blogging · poetry · short · Thoughts

Empty…

How empty Can an aching Soul be? Trapped in A golden cage Oh, so shiny. Silence pours From your Widened pupils, Quiet scream As your essence Slowly spills… You peal The layers off Your onion heart, Not knowing if You wish for The end or a fresh new start… Can I hold your hand? I…… Continue reading Empty…

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To death and back… (July 24th FFF)

I was invited (well, not personally, but still…) to join the Fandango’s Friday Flashback! Fandango scrolls back, every Friday, and gives a second chance to a post he had published on the same date the year before. I thought it was a great way to remember some of the stuff I did a while back, and I decided to participate… So…… Continue reading To death and back… (July 24th FFF)

Blogging · Fiction · November Notes · stories

Demons…

  Barely awakened, she rolled on her side turning her back to the morning sun. She hated the sunrays peeking in the room. She remembered the good old days, back when she enjoyed this moment of the day. Every good memory was a knife cutting deep into her. Closing her eyes, she imagined bleeding out…… Continue reading Demons…

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Memories…

I don’t talk often about severe depression. Not because I am ashamed of it, but because I fought so hard no to let it define me, that I prefer not to mention it, unless I feel it can be of any help for someone else. My years struggling with depression are a bit blurry now.…… Continue reading Memories…

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I can see it…

  I can see it… You might think that your mask is flawless, but it isn’t. I can see it in your eyes… Others miss it, because they look for pain, for suffering, for torment. They look for anger towards this disappointing life of yours. They are wrong. You are way farther down than those…… Continue reading I can see it…

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I’ve been thinking a lot about suicide lately…

  No, not that way! I am not depressed or having dark thoughts… But the recent death of Chester Bennington, singer of the music band Linkin Park has provoked a tsunami of grieving among fans… I wasn’t aware I had so many of them in my surroundings, and I was surprised to see how much…… Continue reading I’ve been thinking a lot about suicide lately…

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Numb…

  And at times, the numbness just wrapped itself around her. She stopped feeling altogether, and just sat by the side of the pond of her being, watching herself, lying under the mirror-like surface. She wondered if she was looking at the reflection of her breathing self, or watching the drowned side of her soul…… Continue reading Numb…

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Bad days…

  A beautiful April day. You know, one of those first days, when you can open the windows at last, letting fresh air in without freezing or making your electricity bill go through the roof? A true early Spring day, all sunny and bright. Birds chirping joyous bird songs about the warm days to come…… Continue reading Bad days…

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Avid…

via Daily Prompt: Avid   I’ve been numb for so long…   Please don’t blame me for craving, being hungry for everyday’s simple pleasures.   And don’t frown… Don’t judge me for loving you so intensely…   I just can’t help it, now that my heart feels again.   I am avid for life… And I won’t…… Continue reading Avid…