Of the two choices I’d rather have a pause. To rewind means changing the circumstances that have brough me to who I am now and who I am becoming. A pause give me time to consider what’s going on and deciding what to do next.
A rewind button is very very tempting. Initially the idea of rewinding to the moment I first met Jack and doing things differently to avoid all that pain and damage seems like a great idea. But what if it did not work out? I often wish I could have avoided all the pain, all the damage….but look at the incredible outcome. It is wonderful to be here….and the recovery process from the awful journey to get here is well in progress. Plus….here is really good….but there is so much ahead!
A pause button, although it might be interesting to revisit a time in the past. Or frustrating when watching it and knowing that if I’d done or said something differently, my life might be very different than it is now.
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Hmmm…both! LOL! But rewind more. 🙂
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Of the two choices I’d rather have a pause. To rewind means changing the circumstances that have brough me to who I am now and who I am becoming. A pause give me time to consider what’s going on and deciding what to do next.
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A rewind button is very very tempting. Initially the idea of rewinding to the moment I first met Jack and doing things differently to avoid all that pain and damage seems like a great idea. But what if it did not work out? I often wish I could have avoided all the pain, all the damage….but look at the incredible outcome. It is wonderful to be here….and the recovery process from the awful journey to get here is well in progress. Plus….here is really good….but there is so much ahead!
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The rewind, definitely.
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Pause. I’ve never been a fan of looking into the rearview since I’m not going there.
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A pause button, although it might be interesting to revisit a time in the past. Or frustrating when watching it and knowing that if I’d done or said something differently, my life might be very different than it is now.
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